Snehidhane Rahasia Snehidane

Literally it means 'Secret Friend', usually referring to a Lover or even secret admirer :). Today i heard the song just by luck.
There are few sentences really good in the Valentine mood :P


Oh my Secret Friend - Lover
I will hold you tight in my small heart
Sometime its hard
Sometime its hurt
But I need it in this life

I will understand all the small meaning
behind your attitude
I will listen and understand what you are saying
When you cry, I will be the fingers to wipe off your tear

I want to grab you and protect you in my arms
so the night will not harm you 
I will tell you the story to make you sleep
and release you in the morning when the warm sun is shining

Oh my Secret Friend - Lover
I will hold you tight in my small heart
Sometime its hard
Sometime its hurt
But I need it in this life


Happy Anniversary LOVE

Past Three Years....

Three years just passed after my last blog. Life has changed a lot in 3 years time. Nothing to regret though some bad things happened, but life should go on

November 2010 I met a smiley baby boy. He has no name yet, born on 22nd September 2010. He is my brother's first son. It was a shocking news to my family, as we never know that he already got married (we suspected, but for my mom still it was a SHOCKING NEWS - not Breaking News as in CNN). I don't want to be in a very awkward situation as my brother has created a lot of issues for me, so I decided not to see the baby.

Mom starts to discuss with me and trying hard to change my stand. She wants me to accept the baby, and help (again....) my brother. She asked for my permission, so my brother can stay for couple of days in our house. 
Mom is always a MOM... She won again :)

I gave the baby a name according to Hindu astrology. He is Deepak Surya Pillay a.k.a. Ajay. Hey... this boy change my entire life!!

In December 2010, we moved to Cikarang. My brother and his family stayed with us (with my sister to be precise). And everyday i met Ajay, playing with him even i learned how to carry a baby. I can feel his love and gradually I start loving him. I am happy to spend my weekend with him, the whole day.

Since March 2011 he is staying full time with me and mom, and my sister is taking care of him (not to discuss, Ajay's mom ran away from home). He became the youngest member in my family. My home filled with his love, smile, and sound :)

September 2011, I took a new role in my company. I lead SAP project... (what is that???). I took the challenge, as it is a big project and opens a new horizon for me. Bought few books (thanks to my friend Irman Wisnu  - Mprit- who give suggestions) through Amazon. It is expensive, but i need to invest for my future role. The month was full of 'things', I entered mid 30, Ajay 1st b'day, new job, and new planning of life.

Ajay 1st b'day (Sister, Mom, Ajay, Me, and Youngest Bro)

Ajay and GrandMa cutting the cake (made by GrandMa)

Ajay with GrandMa, Dad and Mom

 

Happy B’day Mom

Mama merayakan ulangtahunnya tanggal 7 Maret lalu. Seperti yang mama mau, tugasku hanya membeli kue (untuk dibagi-bagi) dan pastinya hadiah. Buat kali ini yang terpilih adalah Two Seasons Cake from Dapur Coklat – kuenya, dan SINGER sebagai hadiahnya.

Happy b'day Mom, semoga diberikan kesehatan, kebahagiaan dan rejeki yang melimpah sehingga bisa mendoakan kami dan berbagi kebahagiaan bersama kami……. Amin

Love u so much!

Deepavali Again :)

After 2 years did not ‘celebrate’ Deepavali, its like a new event for my family. The vibration is sooo strong. Mom starts preparing cookies, she plan things to do, the Pooja (ceremony) preparation, giving to poor and not to forget new clothes J

Deepavali or people use to say Diwali was celebrated across the globe on Saturday, October 17th 2009.
The ceremonies starts from Wednesday, we pray for our ancestors. Thursday is Dhan Teras. We do shopping on this day, all things for Diwali usually purchased on this day. There is belief that it is a good day for purchasing Gold, Jewels, and utensils. So I took my Mom to the most happening mall in Western part of Indonesia i.e. Metropolitan Mall Bekasi.
(the most happening mall: you will never find a proper parking lot except you come at 9 am, there will be crowd waiting outside before the mall was opened everyday, complete mall start from Ace Hardware/Index, Garuda Indonesia, Giordano, Body Shop, JCO, Bread Talk, Batik Keris, Matahari, Superindo, etc…etc)

Mom bought a Batik for her and some small batik for her grand daughter, then bought all the ‘things’ for her hobby (embroidery etc), bought shirt and pant for my bro, then to Index bought some utensils, and I bought her small Gold ear ring ;). In between we have a small break @ Eaton.

Friday, is the busiest day. Took my brother and sister to the same mall for their Diwali Clothes, disturbed by earth quake (I did not feel it anyway, but we ran out from the mall), bought flower for pooja. Cleaning everything, sorting, packing and removing J and I forgot to wash the lovely black Avanza because of the earth quake. Can’t go out as it is late already, so I washed the car by myself.
Start the night with Diya around house: Mom performs pooja as we celebrate the day as Lord Krishna killed the Demon Narakasura. I lit only 18 diyas hehehe. Mom perform pooja with small diyas in Thali

Saturday is Diwali, start the day with Laksmi pooja. Get our bless from mom, and we had breakfast together. It was a traditional South Indian food i.e. Idly and Dosa with Potato chutney.
The unique of Diwali for this year is: it fall on Saturday (so it is very auspicious mainly for those in Vaisnav clan. All food are VEGETARIAN only) hiks hiks hiks. Visited Granny @ Cikarang and spent the night there.

Sunday is party day, mom prepared Rendang Ayam (it is pure Indonesian food), mutton curry, some Indian dishes, Indian sweet (left over from yesterday hehehe), Es Buah, and acar. Many visited granny’s house to celebrate Diwali (in fact they came to eat too :P).
Usually in the day after Diwali, husband will give present to his wife (so sweeeettttttttt)

Monday is Bhaubeej, where sisters invite the brothers to have lunch or dinner. And my sister did not invite me L, this practice has been abandoned nowadays. Never mind I always have food at her house whenever I visit her.

Happy Diwali, may the light of Diwali dispel darkness, ignorance, and evil from the world......

Vasdi vasdi vasdi, dil de dil vich vasdi

I heard a song from 'Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi', and the lyric is simply superb. It describes everything about your lover. The feeling when you fall in love, how that feeling keep 'killing' you, even you can not think other matter, and say : pls... stay here in my heart....

Hahaha this song is bombastic yet I can't deny that I like the lyrics. Below is the excerpt translated to English..

you are my paradise, you are my craving
you are what I pray for, you are what brings my soul peace
you are what cools my eyes to see, you are the footstep of my heart
I don’t know about anything else but I do know
in you I see God, o what should I do
in an offering of love my head bows down to you, o what should I do
in you I see God, o what should I do
please stay here in my heart.....

what kind of distance is this, what kind of helplessness
that I have to touch you with only my eyes
sometimes your scent, sometimes your words
without asking for it I have received the whole world
you are what lightens my heart, you are all the valuable things of lifetimes
I don’t know about anything else but I do know
in you I see God, o what should I do
please stay here in my heart.....

Hmmmm....... lovely words for lovely person....

Tujh mein rab diktha hai... yaara mein kya karoon
Vasdi vasdi vasdi, dil de dil vich vasdi

Thanks Girls

The Girls.... Ayu, Zara and Vita

Thanks a lot for your little surprise and thoughtful present. Makan2 yukkkkkkk :)

Thank you so MUCCHHHHH....!

Midnight mama dan kartik mau ke kamar dengan membawa cake coklat buatan mama. Kue mungil dihiasi 4 coklat dengan bentuk gajah yang mungil dan 3 lilin melambangkan I am not 29 anymore :)

Mama membangunkan and said: 'Selamat Ulang Tahun, semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu, sukses dan tahun depan sudah berdua'..

Senang, sedih, semua rasa bercampur menjadi satu. I hugged her and kissed her... Keluar kamar dan sebelum tiup lilin as usual 'make a list eh wish'.... dan tertiuplah 3 lilin yang tadinya menyala dengan terang. Potong kue, bagi2 antara mama dan kartik, trus mama berdoa dan menyalakan 'aarthi'

Mama berdoa dan memutarkan aarthi di depanku dengan semua doa yang ada di hati beliau. Semoga semua yang buruk terbakar habis di aarthi itu, dan aku meminta restu dengan menyentuh telapak kaki beliau.

I can feel her love and I love you so muchhh mom......:-*

Telephone genggam tidak lupa dengan senantiasa berdering, mulai dari telp dan sms. Krisna telp, Erwin sms, Agus, Irman, Vebby, Cipu telp (tp tdk dijawab krn lagi berdoa) dan sms....

Thank you so much for being there and always be there for me. I love you all and thank you so mucchhhhhh

Below are the short messages i received today in my handphone (some friends sent message via Fb and some called me in the morning).

Erwin Ebo:
I might be the second person who wish you a Happy Birthday. Semoga krisna pillay akan selalu sehat, panjang umur, banyak rejeki, sukses, selalu dalam lindunganNya, semakin dicintai sama mama, adik2, kakak, dan tentunya oleh Sang Maha Esa, amin. HAPPY BIRTHDAY….!!!

Irman:
Selamat…Ulang thaun ya pak Krishna :-)… Dimanapun, kapanpun, semoga tetap ‘menjadi-jadi’.. menjadi lebih sukses, menjadi lebih happy, menjadi lebih menyayangi keluarga and yg lebih penting, semoga lebih mencintai anu!. Eh kok anu? :-) iya deh tau sendiri siapa ;-)

Agus H:
Kris, selamet ulang tahun pendahuluan dari aku dan R he he he semoga panjang umur dan terus sukses deh. See you tomorrow for the formal handshake. Good Night

Vebby:
AnneQ yg tersyng, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Smg pnjang umur n shat slalu! Dpat istri yg cntik, baek n HOT..he9..AMIN!
Ne trnsfr lah 100rb, trktiran, biar q bli pizza

Cipu:
Happy birthday mas :) Semoga tahun ini sudah bisa menyukai Radja. Amin

Iluh S:
Happy b’day to you Happy b’day to you.. Happy b’day..happy b’day happy b’day to u. Smoga cepet dpt jodoh n cpet nikah. Amin. Jgn lupa gw diundang.

Zara:
Hepi bday father...
U r truly getting older...
Reeally wish u’ll get married sooner...^_^
Becoming more n more wiser...
N..May God blessed thee with more fortuner..
Hi..hi..it’s rhyming kan?

Ami:
Selamat ultah pa’kris..semoga sehat slalu..semakin sukses dlm cita,cinta,karir n keluarga...wish u all d best

Ayu:
Father,hr ini ke ktr kan? :P

Ayu lagi:

Dear father Robin, happy b'day... Wish your life, carreer and everything always going 'UP'. Amin.. (attached with happy b'day baloon photo)

Hermano:

Happy b'day ya krisna, semoga apa yang dicita2kan tercapai.

Nirmala:
Selamat ulang tahun ya Ren. Sy soakan semoga ALLAH selalu sayang sama suren sepanjang hayat. Dan memberi yg terbaik buat Suren. Amin

Erwinsyah:
Hehe..Happy bithday!

Suja:
Selamat ulang tahun panajng umur selalu murah rezeky n biar cepat dapat jodoh ya :-):-D:-)
-wisnu,suja,shobha-

Halim:
Selamat ulang tahun krisna. Panjang umur.sehat selalu

Ammai:
Selamat ulang tahun semoga cepat dapat jodoh n berkeluarga dgn bahagia, ammai selalu berdoa kepada Allah YHWH

Metta:
Happy birthday..happy birthday pak krishna.. :)

Ryry:
Happy Birthday, Pa Kris :)
Panjang umur, sehat selalu… wish u all the best ya pak

Sri :
Happy birthday pak, semoga panjang umur dan sehat selalu

Noery:
Met ultah!.. Joyeux anniversaire!.. Happy b’day!.. Feliz aniversario!.. Feliz cumpleanos!... Herzlichen Gluckwunsch zum Geburtstag!..Buon compleanno!!

Cinta:
Happy birthday Mas.. Wish you all the best and many great things in your life ..:)

John:
Happy birthday Po!

Amanda
Happy b’day…Happy b’day…. Happy b’day to you…. Traktirannya ya :)

Bogan:

Slmat Ulan taon ren. Smg d hr lahir ini, YMM mberi yg tbaik & kmudahan dlm sgla hal u Suren. Tdk lupa, didoaken cpt jodoh, murah rezeki & panjaaaaaaang umur tp cpt botak ya. Hehe7

Rgrds,

Ammai, Maren & Fam LPC

Poenk:

Happy birthday my handsome dear krisnaaa.. may u r happy 2day.. god bless u ya.. Kpn ke ckrg ren? jgn lupa sisain cake ultah untukku spotec hahaha

Atte:

Ren apa acaranya 2day? Slmt hut ya ren, pjg umurnya murah rejeki, sht slalu, cpt2lah kalyanyes

Dhenny Ayu:

Before the clock strike twelve let me take the opportunity to say that you....

have grown a year more......

Wishing you all the fun & excitement that b'day can bring. Happy birthday Krishna Pillay!

Ayu lagi:

Pak krish, jgn lupa, kalo mau pulang kuenya ada di kulkas QA yah....